by Chand Adekshna
Chapter 1
A Life in a Rearview Mirror
From Mirror after mirror
No vanity’s displaced
I’m looking for the face I
had
Before the world was made.
—W.B. Yeats, “A Woman Young and Old”
He
reached for the door handle, giving the Koyomi Oerloeg mounted on the wall next
to the doorframe a glance. It was nearly 9:00
on an old-calendar Wednesday morning in late October. On the ASAT calendar it
was Year 3 on a Vagbhavavara morning of Fortnight Gebo. The temperature outside
was 5 degrees Grad. Today’s Tip: “Gebo is the rune for gift; in this season, the
Vata dosha tends to have more influence
on the mind than Kapha or Pitta. The gentle wind from the west known as Zephyr (siva-vayu) interacts with that dosha either as Mitra (‘friend’), gifting
one with joy, or Varuna (‘binder’), gifting one with a sense of emptiness.”
Finding
nothing interesting in the top news headlines, and nothing at all in his
voice/text mail inbox, he ignored the Oeloeg’s flashing menu for Western,
Babylonian, Vedic, Chinese, Aztec and Mayan astrological data, Aura reading, Ayurvedic
pulse-taking, Elder Futhark rune and I-Ching hexagram casting, Enneagram
counseling, Motoyama biofeedback analysis, a Q&A session with a Turing depth
psychology therapist, and a half a dozen similar options. All just a finger’s
touch away.
With
a snap of his fingers he remembered something. “Just a sec,” he spoke aloud, walking
over to his library and work desk, index finger tapping his right temple as he
approached his library, a wall covered top to bottom with shelves. Every shelf
was booked to full capacity. Other volumes lay sideways atop the ones in rows, filling
whatever space there might be from the topsides of a row and the underside of
the next shelf up. He squatted in the far corner to pull the end book off of
the bottom shelf. It took five to ten seconds to dislodge it; that’s how
tightly he crammed these shelves. Still on his haunches he flipped open this
hardbound edition of The Complete Works
of Charles Fort. The middle 500 pages of the more than one thousand page
book were hollowed out. All that remained of those pages were their blank
margins, so that closed the book looked intact. He removed the item from the
hollow, spent more time jamming the book back in place than pulling it out had taken. He rose
to his feet, dropping the item into a pocket of the insulated jacket he wore.
As he walked back to the door he said to himself, “Since I can’t rid my thought
life of the old guy, I might as well bring this along.”
Charles
stepped into the hall, locked the door behind him, and dropped to one knee to
put his running shoes on. These were stored with several other pairs of shoes
in a small black wooden cabinet on the floor to the left of the door to his four-room
(plus bath and kitchenette) apartment in The Phanastery on Irmin Street .
He
laced up. He pondered Today’s Tip from the Koyami Oerloeg. “This Zephyr, the
west wind,” he said aloud, “must be acting unfavorably upon me.” Burglaric
thoughts had been troubling his mind; they sidled up out of nowhere to sidestep
into his head, where they perched and chattered like magpies. The analogy was
apt. In the lore of medieval Europe , the sound
of magpies were said to represent the unseemly thoughts of those who did not
pay attention in church.
Wiederoy had practiced yoga since his university days. While in graduate school, he
visited India in 1980 to complete some field work necessary for his Ph.D. He also
learned a discipline of meditation of the shakti-tattva
tradition. In 1987 for the first time in his life he visited Nepal . There he
received mantra-diksha, initiation from an ascetic, into an
ancient tradition of Vedanta-yoga. In
the seven years that fell between his visit India and his visit to Nepal , he
learned Sanskrit.
Now
his life was eighteen years into Century 21. The today was nothing like Wiederoy’s
world of the past. The change was sudden and it was recent. Wiederoy became
aware that strange forces were at work upon the planet only five years ago. Two
years later, the march of history crossed an invisible border from which there
would be no return. He is mind he could only compare it to a short story he
liked as a teenager. Written by the Argentine author Jorge Luis Borges, it told
of a science fiction “fad” that drew people’s interest into the events of
another planet, Tloen. But Tloen did not really exist. Nonetheless more and
more volumes about the details of life on Tloen kept appearing. The people were
told by scientists, “This is all rubbish.” They didn’t care. The hopes and
dreams about Planet Tloen reached critical mass. One morning, the human race
woke up to discover that Planet Earth and changed in one night to Planet Tloen.
Less
than four years ago, he entered his last year of employment as a professor of archaeology
at the Baillie-Steinhorst Atlantic Union of Anthropic Sciences. He sat at his
desk in his Department of Archaeology office. On the desk was a ring-bound
notepad. He had just written up list of changes in his life that he’d have to
have in place before his upcoming birthday. His concentration was broken by the
sound of silver chimes over the all-campus speaker system. The chimes meant
everyone ought to pay attention to the upcoming announcement.
A
woman’s voice began speaking. She introduced herself as Damkina Ninlil. He
looked up at the speaker, a little startled. He held a Ph.D. degree in archaeology.
Those named—Damkina and Ninlil—he knew well. They were names goddesses of the
ancient Middle East . Ms. Ninlil explained that
she spoke to us as the head of the Dalang Hieratic News Service. Wiederay had
never of Dalang HNS. Ms. Ninlil helpfully explained that her news service would
take over total responsibility for all news coverage from this day forward. The
venerable CNN, BBC, Fox Network News and so on were history. As are all the
previous radio news services, and news in print. Finis. Internet news coverage
also would be handled by Dalang—nothing else but. Last but not least, the news
reported on the tremendously popular SBY synthetic reality broadcast system fell
completely under Dalang HNS. Dalang, she went on to say, was an “organon.” She
helpfully pointed out that an organon is an organic part of a greater whole. An
organon functions like an organ in a living body. Its duty is to serve the best
interests of that body. After today we would come to know about the many organons
assuming responsibilities in the public’s interest.
Ms.
Ninlil was just warming up to her subject. Previously, the companies and
government agencies that we, the people, depended on for public health, education,
wealth, welfare, law enforcement, military defense, and the overall progress of
society to higher levels of fulfillment, were not organons. They were
consumers, not providers. Their first concern was to make money. Their second
concern was, as much as possible, to be a law under their own. Such values
negate any real sense of service. An organon serves; an organon provides. Exactly
as our heart, lungs and stomach serve us and provide for us. In the previous
state of affairs, our collective health, education and welfare, and in all the
other ways we had to depend on arrangements not in our control, we were being
steadily weakened by parasites. Parasites aren’t interested serving you and
providing for you. They serve themselves by taking from you.
Those
days are over. Great changes have been made. Great changes are being made.
Great changes will continue to be made. My duty as head of Dalang HNS is to
help each of your understand what these changes are, and how they are improving
human existence.
Today
I wish to tell you a story. It is a story most of you don’t know. But you
should know it, because it is the story of the new—how shall I say it in a way
we will all understand? Yes—the new government. The new authority. The new
system. But we shall not be using those words. One of our guiding principles
is, “Without linguistic engineering, there can be no social reality.” This is
another of my personal responsibilities: I will day by day inform you of the
great new things happening in our world; as I inform you, I will also be
teaching you a new language.
Previously
I said that I am head of an organon. The name of that organon is the Dalang
Hieratic News Service. I said this oraganon serves a greater whole. What is
that greater whole?
It
is the Dainanaten Policentrist Hierarchy. Dainanaten is a Japanese word. It
means “the seventh heaven.” People should understand that real leadership is
not born from the minds of men. It is sent down from the highest level of
consciousness. That is why we are not ashamed of the word Hierarchy. It is a
great word. Hieros and arche come to us from the ancient
Greeks. Hieros means holy, arche means order. In a true hierarchy
the human purpose has a very clearly defined spiritual dimension. Our life has
to be lived in accordance with the Divine Plan. This is how a hierarchy serves
society, and provides for it. There is
one more word to explain—polycentrism. It is the opposite of a dictatorship,
where all the power is in one man’s hands, or one party’s hands. Policentrism
means that, in this new world we are entering, there are many centers of power.
They shall work selflessly to raise our fallen state up, up, up—to the
Dainanten!
Let me give a little example of how
Polycentrism works. In case you don’t remember, my name is Damkina Ninlil. I am
the head of the Daland Hieratic News Service. But another organon has
responsibility for broadcasting my report to you. That organon is called TET. I
and Dalang HNS work in tandem with TET to satisfy the Dainanten; TET works with
Dalang HNS to satisfy Dainanaten..
Wiederoy
remembered he’d seen the word Dalang years ago. He tracked it down on his
computer. It was from the Bahasa Indonesia language. Dalang means “puppet master.”
While
on the topic of broadcasting, Ms. Ninlil wanted to say a few words about SBY
and its origins. SBY is a giant step forward in information delivery. A hundred
years age, the great new technology of information was the movie. People
thought, oh, movies, they are the greatest. But there was new twist in 1927. A
few movies added a sound track. These were called talkies. By 1930—just three
years later—silent movies were no longer being made. SBY is the new talkie,
television is the old silent film. That’s why its only taken three years for
SBY scanner unit sales to surpass TV sales. SBY is a synthetic reality system.
Years ago people were waiting for a virtual reality system to be developed. It
never happened because virtual reality with an idea that is opposite to
synthetic reality. Scientists working to develop virtual reality were trying to
put the picture all around you. You’d have to wear something like an
astronauts’ suit to get the information delivered like that. Too complicated,
too cumbersome, too many things to go wrong. Synthetic reality, on the other
hand, puts you in the picture. Your brain is the receiver. SBY tech is based on
a technology known by the acronym SIGIL. This stands for Synaesthesia
Inducement Guided by Intersubjective Logistics. Sigil is also the name of a
rune from pre-Christian Germanic countries. It means a magic sign. Sigil puts
that magic sign in the form of neurosemiotic code into your brain right through
the optic nerve. The neurosemiotic code stimulates a brain function called
synaesthesia. Inside the brain a magic picture is generated. It has the same
impact on your consciousness as seeing what’s pictured in real life. You are
there, inside the picture, hearing sounds, smelling fragrances, touching
objects, and tasting food. That’s synthetic reality. The experience of it is
exactly the same as our experience of the world. I use the word magic because
we don’t know exactly how the brain
is getting this real life experience from a beam of light at a certain
wavelength, a light that pulses on and off this or that many times per second.
All we know is this has the power to transform consciousness. How? By magic! In
essence, a sigil is any sense impression that has the power to induce a
physically unexplainable change of reality.
Wiederoy’s
mind flew out of his old professor’s office and away from Ms. Ninlil, the
puppet-master. He was in the hall outside his apartment in the Phanastery. He
look down. His shoes were tied, he was still crouched down on the floor. He
closed his eyes and rubbed both temples with his fingertips. His mind was
really racing today. He rose from his crouch with a sigh and made for the
stairs. Doubts had started to haunt him last spring after an old friend died.
“Have you lived your life to the fullest?” they demanded to know. “Did you live
a good life? Was it productive?”
After
40 years of daily yoga meditation,
he’d come to believe his mind was a sterilized laboratory, no place for the
obsessive, objurgatory jabbering of an uncontrolled mind. He remembered an
obscure word, “egrigor.” Defined as a thought-form that takes on a life of its
own, yes…surely, some kind of egrigor has set up camp in his subconscious. From
there it launched an assault upon his consciousness.
Earlier
this morning, he sat down to go through the first of three daily routines (sadhanas) of meditation. At his age, with his experience, he normally had
little trouble clearing his mind of ambient noise. Yet like a reverse sun, a
disk of night instead of day, this egrigor of shankaa (doubt) arose from the depths of his lower chakras into the inner sky of his heart.
It shook his concentration with the force of a bulldog shaking a rat. He was
unable to concentrate on mantra-dhyana—the most important sadhana of his day.
This
past summer he started talking to himself a lot. He was just trying to reason
with this egrigor or whatever it was. “My whole life has been centered on the
search for capital-T Truth. The path I’ve accepted demands I attain that goal.
Indeed, the path leads to that goal. The path is the goal. Western civilization has reached a point where the
promotion of spiritual values in society is given serious attention. Everybody
admits that unless this is done successfully, there will soon be nothing left
in the West that resembles civilization.
Spiritual values I put into
practice in my life decades ago. For
the last twenty, twenty-five years, the people I’ve told about the tradition I
follow are amazed. ‘I want to come to that level too,’ they tell me.”
But
as he was soon to discover, giving attention to the egrigor by giving arguments
why the egrigor shouldn’t be bothering him only provoked it. And what followed…
He could only understand it this way: the egrigor divided into ten, and each of
those ten divided into ten. Like a hundred archers advancing in formation, they
unleashed volley after volley of arrows. Each shower of steel tips pierced
successively deeper into his field of mind. “What is a full life? How do you know what you’ve done with your life is
good? What is good?” As the months
passed, the egrigor steadily increased its assault. His quietude was
deteriorating. Yogis called this visheshashankhaa,
the growth of doubt into many troubling particularities. As these doubts
overwhelm the mind, one starts looking outside himself for a solution. When dhyana (meditation), then dhyana (concentration), are broken, the
mind shifts into reverse gear.
The
egrigor mocked him. “Even if you think you lived
a full life, what about the life you’re living now, holed up in your cell on the second floor of this home for New
Age retirees? What about the future? Look at you. You talk about the world
around you adopting your values, but you’re more a stranger to this world than
you ever have been. You’ve isolated yourself just like Bjoern did. You’ve
convinced yourself that you’re better adjusted than him because you live in a
city and raised a family. But you can’t relate to the way the world has changed
any better than he could.”
As
summer passed into fall, he fell back upon the deepest resources of his heart,
seeking armor and a sword to end once and for all the egrigor’s taunts. But all
he came up with was an excuse, not a defense and certainly not a
counter-attack. “At my age there’s just not that much to look forward to.” When
this thought took wing in his mind, he condemned himself. “What irony has
befallen me? Bjoern Ingvaldssen, for the last fifteen years of his life,
routinely tossed off just that sort of reply whenever I tried to talk to him
about the ultimate purpose of human existence. And now look at me.”
The
weight of his body pressed his right foot into the first stair-step down. As if
it were extracted from every misery he’d ever experienced, melancholia seeped
into his nervous system through the spongy tissue of his sole. Each step that
followed took him deeper into self-loathing. As his brain sank from sight into
the black pool, a few lines of poetry floated to the surface like the debris of
a shipwreck.
The old men ask for more time,
while the young waste it. And the philosopher smiles,
knowing there is none there.
He
paused on the last step before the ground floor. “I memorized those lines for
Bjoern’s funeral at sea,” he said aloud. “Who wrote them?” He stepped down onto
the Marblix surface of the foyer’s floor. He found himself glided it toward the
heavy chromium-steel and Fortiplex blastproof
security door. He heard the words “I can’t remember,” knowing they were
only in his head. They were in his head…but he wasn’t. The past pulled him back
to that day in the office. Damkina Ninlil…it must be a made up name! What if I
was a German professor in Berlin
in the 1930, and a voice on the radio says, “Ich heisst Adolf Hitler…” But his name was really Adolf
Schickelgrueber. Stalin (“Man of Steel”) wasn’t Stalin. Damkina? Her voice was
very near now. Ninlil? Your real is probably Bertha Skeezix. Who’s going to
stand for Bertha Skeezix telling them, “We just took over your world.”
“The
mission of the Dainanaten Policentrist Hierarchy is very different from any
political system that ruled anywhere in the world at any time for centuries.
That mission is to turn human consciousness away from the alienation we’ve just
powerlessly resigned ourselves to. Postmodernism—what’s that? What does it
mean? It means the willful acceptance that life is meaningless. Goodbye to all
that. Today is Day One, Year One of ASAT—the Age of Sigil-Actuated
Transcognition.”
Damkina
Ninlil, of Dalang HNS, promised to tell us a story. “Let me take you back in time,” she said, “to the
second half of the 1800s. Something new was in the air. The general name for
it, that new spirit that gave birth to a great number of spiritual doctrines
and societies…it was The New Thought Movement. The New Thought Movement never
really died, you know. At some point, in the 1960s, I suppose, it just popped
up again with a slightly different name, The New Age Movement.
“In
the 1800s, especially after the American Civil War, a New Thought appeared. It
appeared in the minds of many people around the world, at the same time. You
could say it was a second thought. People began to think, ‘Is science really
helping us to answer the Big Questions? The churches, the priests—do they
really get us closer to God? What is this world? It seems so mad.Why am I in
it? WHO AM I?’
“A
great number of specific organizations came up then. They competed with one
another to get the attention of all these people who pondering the New Thought.
Come here to us, we have the answer. Join us. No, join us. Different paths. There was H.P. Blavatsky’s Theosophical
Society. Rudolf Steiner’s Anthroposophy. The Gurdjieff movement. These three
were very influential, but there were other big organization, and many, many
small and obscure ones.
“There
was one called MAM—Mental Alchemy
Movement. It wasn’t a society with centers, getting people to join, getting
rich. It was a loose affiliation. They had one particular interest:
transformation. That’s what alchemy is. But MAM was about transformation of the
self. How? By using the mind as a laboratory. But that was just theory. Nobody
really had a set of instructions how to practice alchemy in the mind. The idea
was interesting.
“By
the turn of the century MAM had begun holding ‘gatherings’ twice yearly on
pre-established dates. The people gathering were mostly well-educated
intelligentsia—scientists, linguists, psychologists, historians, investigators
of psychic phenomena, authors and even government officials.
Mental
alchemy was building both positive and negative energies. The usefulness of the
potential positive side caught the attention of a ancient race of sarpavyaghras, Serpentine Tigers. They live
to this present day in a well-hidden refuge on the North American continent. It
is a remotely located, impenetrable fortress. Few human have seen it; moreover,
what these few humans saw looked to be a perfectly natural geological formation.
Scientists call it “The Magnetic Mountain.” The Serpentine Tigers call it Alektoria,
an archaic word drawn from magical lore that suggests invisibility.
The
sarpavyaghra race came into being in China . from
among some followers and disciples of the Yellow Emperor, Huang Ti, a great
mystic and healer. He was born from the womb of his mother after she was
impregnated by a golden ray that beamed from the Shaptarishi constellation, each of its seven stars an abode of one
of the seven great sages of the universe (Ursa
Major). Huang Ti is the father of Chinese Medicine. just as in India Sage Dhanvantari
is the revealer of Ayurvedic Medicine.
The
Yellow Emperor is often praised as the father of Taoism. If Taoism was already
present in China
before his descent from the starry abodes of the shaptarishis, then it is correct to say he brought up from the
level of village shamanism and re-established in the Imperial City
as a philosophy and mystic disciple that, philosophically, parallels Sankhya, and as a mystic discipline,
parallels ashtanga-yoga. So, whether
or not he introduced the Tao to China
loses importance as a question if we understand that Huang Ti brought it up to
the pre-eminent position over all other systems of religion and metaphysics.
A
rapidly transformative but dangerous path of yoga is Tantric siddha-yoga,
which has a Chinese parallel in Taoism: the Way of Dual Cultivation. Yoga and Taoism look at the cosmos as a
manifestation of a fundamental duality: purusa
(the male principle) and prakrti (the
female principle) in yoga; Yang (male
principle) and Yin (female
principle) in Taoism. Huang Ti revealed the esoteric method of bringing the male-female
principles out of the theoretical realm of intellectualization into the realm
of mystic application.
Dual
Cultivation, from the standpoint of Taoism, is the “how to” of uniting Yin and
Yang. The lung (Chinese for dragon; Skt. naga)
is Yang. Opposite the dragon is the tiger (Skt. bhagini. One who applies himself fully in yoga to be linking up in yoga
with Transcendence must take care not to fall into the clutches of the tiger of
nescience.) In China
the tiger is the symbol of Yin. Every type of personality under the modes of
material nature exhibits of some measure of Yin, some measure of Yang. The
perfection sought in Dual Cultivation is expressed thusly: “to bring forth the
power of Dragon’s fire”. Once again, we see a parallel. Tantric yoga-siddhi is achieved by raising the
fiery serpent of mystic power from the lowest to the highest chakra.
The
brotherhood of eleven Gong-Gongs humbly approached the Yellow Emperor. They requested
that he teach them to purify themselves of their inherent dangerous and
unpredictable nature as descendents of the first Gong-Gong.
Why
they feared their inherited nature is explained in this Chinese legend. While
the creation was still very new, the celestial emperor Yeo took up the scepter
to rule it from heaven. The first Gong-Gong became so envious of Yeo that it
went into a frenzy and nearly wrecked the cosmos. This Gong-Gong was coal-black
and of vast dimensions. It had a great horn that grew out of its forehead area,
between and a little above its two eyes.
The
patriarch of all Gong-Gongs was not merely a fearsome thing to see. It was
endowed with the siddhis of mystic yoga. Out of envy of the cosmic
hierarchy, it made its way to the mountain Buzhou, which in Chinese cosmology a
comic mountain similar to the Vedic Mount Meru. Gong-Gong attacked Buzhou with
its colossal horn.
The
personified spirit of the mountain cried out as that great horn pierced his
subtle deva-form at the same time it
pierced the physical Mount Buzhou .
With a flip of its neck and head the Gong-Gong tore the mountain away from the
earth. This uncovered the heaving waves of the world-ocean. High seas spilled
over the rim of the crater that for so long served as Buzhou Mountain ’s
resting place. Earth was drowning.
Next
the Gong-Gong turned his trans-dimensional horn against the sky. It ripped
through the weave of material energies. The Gong-Gong’s mighty horn unzipped
the bond that holds the material elements one to another. Things fell apart.
The sun and moon went dark. A dreadful night covered the universe. The
Gong-gong was to this all- devouring night as that night was to the Gong-gong. The
legend ends happily, because a goddess appears and restores creation.